Man, what a week has it been. This week was my last week of school

Quite relief that i pass my End Of Year Exam and moving on to secondary 4. hahaha. yup, i'm kinda proud of myself actually as i wasn't prepare for the examination and stuff..

on Thursday, we had a academy outing to Causeway Point. lame, i know. We only went out to have our lunch there. We went for KFC and Mcdonald. I was full of energy after those meal. haha. On our way back to school, it was started to rain and luckily we made it just in time before it start to pour down. Miss Yati ( General Manager for the Silat Academy ) ask me and Azwan for help in taking picture for the YOG Friendship Camp program. We got into our training attire and started posing... Me and Azwan a model for the picture, hahaha.

But we had fun doing it as after the photo shot, me and Azwan started taking our own picture. Azwan took a picture on my backflip and  i took a picture on his flipkick. If you guys want to see the picture, go to my Facebook and there you can see the picture that we took.

Wait a minute, something missing..... ouh, i know. Azwan dream't the wrong dream. hahaha.. and he could not stop laughing about his dream. hahaha. "Very funny".

that is all for now and check out this new song by Justin Bieber ' one less lonely girl ' and it kinda reminded me of someone but i could not remember who.. hmmmmm.

Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time)

Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time)

Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time)

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock

Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop

And even though its a struggle love is all we got

we gon' keep keep climbin' till the mountain top

Your world is my world

And my fight is your fight

My breath is your breath

And your heart (and now I've got my)

One love My one heart My one life for sure

Lemme tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy

You'll be my number one girl

Always makin time for you I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep

You know that it humbles me, Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me

Many have called but the chosen Is you

Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you


( Chorus ) 

Shawty right there

She's got everything I need and I'm gon' tell her one time (one time)

Give you everything you need

Down to my last dime

She makes me happy I know where I'll be Right by your side cause

She is the one i need

she reminded me about this song and that i will do anything to have that 'one time'

SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!

aaaarrrrggghhh!!!! what is wrong with? i can't do anything.

i could not sleep, eat, or even playing my video game.

i just want to be straight forward and tell her how i felt about her. At this very moment, my head is spinning and my heart is aching. I can't keep it any longer. Must, must, must tell her.

But i'm not ready for to do it... i'm not ready to tell her the truth. Please somebody help me.

hey, shocking news very. i'm leaving. i'm leaving Singapore Sports School after 2009. I'm sorry to Azwan and all of my teammate for this sudden step that i'm about to take.

I do not what to write, my head is spinning and there is a 'BOOM BOOM' feeling that keep me from thinking straight...

dream about her again but this time, she was about to marry some other guy and i could not do anything to stop it and then i woke up. It was around 3 a.m and i was crying and crying... I never felt so regret in my entire life in just one dream ao nightmare for me..I bet you guys are thinking that i'm a sissy for crying about some dream.

sometime love those make you feel something different in life. Regret, Understanding, Forgiveness, etc....

OH MY GOD!!!! it is really making my life hard...

she making me mentally wrong and disable.'ARGGHHHH!'

Hahahaha.. today went to the SSC ( Singapore Sports Council ) for the ACP ( Athlete Career Preperation). It was a great workshop as the activity was terrific, excellence, wonderful, etc.....

too many words to used for explain it. i saw Anja, one of the ice skating girl that i met last two years during the Team Singapore Event for Future Athlete. She have grown alot since the last time we met just like the Girl That Is Killing ME. Hahahaha :)

During the Workshop, Azwan was making joke about everthing. We were to find out our own identity that we'll will know what is the suitable job for us. Me, Azwan, Fiona, Putra and Anja won a Sea Game traveling bag for winning the ice breaker. We had to get five other people identity at the workshop and then remember their identity to win it. I was the first one to finish.. :) hahaha.

Why am i just making a fool out of myself. I could not focus in the workshop, i could not eat properly, i always sleep around 1 a.m just keeping about her face and her beautiful smile. I could only reveal my feeling here. I don't know why i just couldn't  let it out. I wanna just shout out of my lung and let the whole world know who and how i feeling about her.

Just got news that i have a new sister, not my real sister ( it means that she is my baby step-sister ). Her name is Ainah bte Azlani. Daughter of Azlani and Atikah. < name of my step mother >

That is enough for today, i just could not think properly. I need to relax my mind.

 Hey, i dreamed about her last night. Damn, her face is stuck in my head and heart. I need to calm down.*breathing slowly*

okay, today is officially my EOY Examination is done. Did my oral and i'm telling you, Miss Shuhada face was damn serious. Everytime i answer the question, her face would be like tilting and giving this ' i don't understand! give me more detail' face but it was quite okay. i quess?! .. hahahas ..

I took my picture too in today school picture. i can say that i was the most HANDSOME one over there... Just kidding.hehe. It was funy though cos my dean suddenly just jump beside me and joining us taking the picture. It didn't really matter to me as he is our dean and a teacher in our school...

Wait, wait, wait... it back, the felling is back.ARGHHHH!!! come on daniel, wake up from this dream and come back into reality...*slap on the face harder* "Damn, that painful"

lunch bell just rang, go to go aite. i'm kinda hungry cos haven't eaten breakfirst this morning...

 hey, i'm missing someone today..

arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!

ouh man, i think i'm in love. I don't know what came over me.

she is like the most.. i don't how to explain it but there was something speial about her that attracted me to her..

well, today talked to Amni Musfirah again, she is quite the nice girl to talk to. since the last time i saw her, she saw the smallest little girl in the group but now, she a singing icon that people adore and appreciate.

Her sister is a bubblely one that could make you laugh in just a click of a finger.. End of Year Exam is finally ended today, and math paper was damn tough. i was panicking away in the exam as the question was a killer..

it raining outside and i'm kinda stuck in school and couldn't go home until it stop raining. Damn it really boring in school. HAHAHA! Hey, i could not stop thinking about her. Man she is like magnet..

stop daniel, *slap on the face*.. ARGHHHHHHHH!!!! the love bug just bitten my heart.....HELP ME, I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF....

i think i'm gonna meet azwan while entertaining myself and controlling this feeling in me.

haahah till next time aite..