OH MY GOD!!!! it is really making my life hard...
she making me mentally wrong and disable.'ARGGHHHH!'
Hahahaha.. today went to the SSC ( Singapore Sports Council ) for the ACP ( Athlete Career Preperation). It was a great workshop as the activity was terrific, excellence, wonderful, etc.....
too many words to used for explain it. i saw Anja, one of the ice skating girl that i met last two years during the Team Singapore Event for Future Athlete. She have grown alot since the last time we met just like the Girl That Is Killing ME. Hahahaha :)
During the Workshop, Azwan was making joke about everthing. We were to find out our own identity that we'll will know what is the suitable job for us. Me, Azwan, Fiona, Putra and Anja won a Sea Game traveling bag for winning the ice breaker. We had to get five other people identity at the workshop and then remember their identity to win it. I was the first one to finish.. :) hahaha.
Why am i just making a fool out of myself. I could not focus in the workshop, i could not eat properly, i always sleep around 1 a.m just keeping about her face and her beautiful smile. I could only reveal my feeling here. I don't know why i just couldn't let it out. I wanna just shout out of my lung and let the whole world know who and how i feeling about her.
Just got news that i have a new sister, not my real sister ( it means that she is my baby step-sister ). Her name is Ainah bte Azlani. Daughter of Azlani and Atikah. < name of my step mother >
That is enough for today, i just could not think properly. I need to relax my mind.
