hey there guys,
sorry i haven't updated my blog since the holidays but everything has been great.
hey, and i'm actually in love. yup. with amira amir. hahaha.
i didn't think that i would be with her but i did.
it was at 28 or 29 of december after i broke up with my ex a few days ago. I check my phone and tried to call someone and i saw her number. i call and we started talking to each other. during that time, i think that i had a connection with her and on the midnight of the new year, i ask her to be my love companion. i didnt actually ask her but we both knew that we had something special going on and we are two lovebirds.
When the new year begin, so those school. Man, i was really hoping that i get another school and getting out of sports school. But the other said that if i enter thier school, i have to retain in sec 3. i didn't want to retain and i continue my school journey in sports school.
i've just finish chatting with Amalina Azman as she just been dump by her boyfriend and i think that i need to cheer her up as she is my bestfriend ex girlfriend. yeah, she was a little moody but i did successfully cheer her up and she suddenly become crazy and hyper. it good though as she needed someone to talked to and i think that i was the one.
GOD, i'm so in love with NUR AMIRA BINTE AMIR..... she is everything. just the perfect i need to be with in my life. i really hope ( WILL ) we last long together.
kay thats all for tonight
and hope that you guys enjoyed the show.
see you when i see you xoxo.
Hey there y'all, it has been a long time since i've last update my blog.
It has been a crazy first month of Decamber, i was a Camp Official for the YOG Friendship Camp and the first day of camp the best as there was a dance floor in the middle of the pool and everyone was dancing wild. Took a picture with some of the YOG participant, there was Lehna from Phillipine and Amirah from Singapore.
I had fun and it was a amazing experience never to forget for a lifetime.
I had to teach Silat to the YOG participant. There was Carlos, Amirah, Ernie, Steven, Will, Ismail, Veronica... Hahaha there is to much name to type down...
After the end of the YOG camp, i went to City hall and crash into a singer 'Sleeq' and my aunty ' Kak Baby'.
When to the Singapore flyer, lame hahaha. and then stop by at sempang bedok fordinner which is like 10 at night.
there is all for today as im sick and i have no more energy to do anything. hahaha. Till then aite.
Man, what a week has it been. This week was my last week of school
Quite relief that i pass my End Of Year Exam and moving on to secondary 4. hahaha. yup, i'm kinda proud of myself actually as i wasn't prepare for the examination and stuff..
on Thursday, we had a academy outing to Causeway Point. lame, i know. We only went out to have our lunch there. We went for KFC and Mcdonald. I was full of energy after those meal. haha. On our way back to school, it was started to rain and luckily we made it just in time before it start to pour down. Miss Yati ( General Manager for the Silat Academy ) ask me and Azwan for help in taking picture for the YOG Friendship Camp program. We got into our training attire and started posing... Me and Azwan a model for the picture, hahaha.
But we had fun doing it as after the photo shot, me and Azwan started taking our own picture. Azwan took a picture on my backflip and i took a picture on his flipkick. If you guys want to see the picture, go to my Facebook and there you can see the picture that we took.
Wait a minute, something missing..... ouh, i know. Azwan dream't the wrong dream. hahaha.. and he could not stop laughing about his dream. hahaha. "Very funny".
that is all for now and check out this new song by Justin Bieber ' one less lonely girl ' and it kinda reminded me of someone but i could not remember who.. hmmmmm.
Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time)
Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time)
Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time)
When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though its a struggle love is all we got
we gon' keep keep climbin' till the mountain top
Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (and now I've got my)
One love My one heart My one life for sure
Lemme tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number one girl
Always makin time for you I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
You look so deep
You know that it humbles me, Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me
Many have called but the chosen Is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you
( Chorus )
Shawty right there
She's got everything I need and I'm gon' tell her one time (one time)
Give you everything you need
Down to my last dime
She makes me happy I know where I'll be Right by your side cause
She is the one i need
she reminded me about this song and that i will do anything to have that 'one time'
SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!
aaaarrrrggghhh!!!! what is wrong with? i can't do anything.
i could not sleep, eat, or even playing my video game.
i just want to be straight forward and tell her how i felt about her. At this very moment, my head is spinning and my heart is aching. I can't keep it any longer. Must, must, must tell her.
But i'm not ready for to do it... i'm not ready to tell her the truth. Please somebody help me.
hey, shocking news very. i'm leaving. i'm leaving Singapore Sports School after 2009. I'm sorry to Azwan and all of my teammate for this sudden step that i'm about to take.
I do not what to write, my head is spinning and there is a 'BOOM BOOM' feeling that keep me from thinking straight...
dream about her again but this time, she was about to marry some other guy and i could not do anything to stop it and then i woke up. It was around 3 a.m and i was crying and crying... I never felt so regret in my entire life in just one dream ao nightmare for me..I bet you guys are thinking that i'm a sissy for crying about some dream.
sometime love those make you feel something different in life. Regret, Understanding, Forgiveness, etc....
OH MY GOD!!!! it is really making my life hard...
she making me mentally wrong and disable.'ARGGHHHH!'
Hahahaha.. today went to the SSC ( Singapore Sports Council ) for the ACP ( Athlete Career Preperation). It was a great workshop as the activity was terrific, excellence, wonderful, etc.....
too many words to used for explain it. i saw Anja, one of the ice skating girl that i met last two years during the Team Singapore Event for Future Athlete. She have grown alot since the last time we met just like the Girl That Is Killing ME. Hahahaha :)
During the Workshop, Azwan was making joke about everthing. We were to find out our own identity that we'll will know what is the suitable job for us. Me, Azwan, Fiona, Putra and Anja won a Sea Game traveling bag for winning the ice breaker. We had to get five other people identity at the workshop and then remember their identity to win it. I was the first one to finish.. :) hahaha.
Why am i just making a fool out of myself. I could not focus in the workshop, i could not eat properly, i always sleep around 1 a.m just keeping about her face and her beautiful smile. I could only reveal my feeling here. I don't know why i just couldn't let it out. I wanna just shout out of my lung and let the whole world know who and how i feeling about her.
Just got news that i have a new sister, not my real sister ( it means that she is my baby step-sister ). Her name is Ainah bte Azlani. Daughter of Azlani and Atikah. < name of my step mother >
That is enough for today, i just could not think properly. I need to relax my mind.
Hey, i dreamed about her last night. Damn, her face is stuck in my head and heart. I need to calm down.*breathing slowly*
okay, today is officially my EOY Examination is done. Did my oral and i'm telling you, Miss Shuhada face was damn serious. Everytime i answer the question, her face would be like tilting and giving this ' i don't understand! give me more detail' face but it was quite okay. i quess?! .. hahahas ..
I took my picture too in today school picture. i can say that i was the most HANDSOME one over there... Just kidding.hehe. It was funy though cos my dean suddenly just jump beside me and joining us taking the picture. It didn't really matter to me as he is our dean and a teacher in our school...
Wait, wait, wait... it back, the felling is back.ARGHHHH!!! come on daniel, wake up from this dream and come back into reality...*slap on the face harder* "Damn, that painful"
lunch bell just rang, go to go aite. i'm kinda hungry cos haven't eaten breakfirst this morning...